Things I love Tuesday!

I've been away for sometime now, I can't really say its all been because of work but it has been a pretty hectic time though. My life currently consists of job applications, bills and money saving; the usual of course! Wish me luck on those applications though, hopefully I'll have three jobs by the end of the summer.

I am currently, very undeniably infatuated with Foster the Kids; I just can not stop listening to this album. I     wouldn't really be surprised if my itunes grew tired of having it on repeat :]

Couldn't leave the UK out, now could I? Manchester united!

Wanderlust!

Had a great conversation with my patient and his wife today. We talked about all they've accomplished in their life, at 80 they have enjoyed their life to the fullest. All I kept thinking was 'I hope this is me one day'; I want to enjoy every single day of my life, I want to see the world but most of all I want to move to London. I know with hard work and dedication I can do these things. They have been to Spain, Antarctica, Italy, Berlin, Egypt; I can't even name every place they've been to. It wasn't just overseas, they traveled all over America. My clients wife said that we don't appreciate our country until we've seen it. So taking her advice I will do my best to travel around America, I'm so excited; I'm ready for an adventure!

Break ups.

Why is it that break ups are always so difficult? Why can't it just be easy as starting a relationship? I know those are most likely two very dumb questions but I was just thinking about them. I don't understand how a relationship can go from being great to 'lets break up', 'we need a break' or the infamous 'its not you its me'. I understand that there are two people in a relationship and that each individual sees things differently. What I don't understand is how someone can see their relationship falling apart and not speak up, or speak up once you've broken your partner in two. 

If you really love someone then you are as selfless as possible. When you take it all, all that they can give and give nothing back, or have nothing to give because you don't want to then let that person go. They can find someone who will love them with any conditions. If you are not that person don't play with their hearts, its not fair. 

Gone so long...

Quick catch up on my life and my absence. I moved about 2 months ago and have been completely internet-less for all this time. Though I can't say its been uneventful, I've been expanding my wings if you will.

Here are a couple pictures I took a few days ago of my cousin, Noelito. I'm sure going to go back to my hobby of photography.

I am far from a professional photographer but I did love how these two came out.

I saw these and loved them.

Choices..

Has anyone ever noticed all hard choices in life hurt? And it isn't about not knowing what you want, its about not wanting to hurt the other person in some choices. We cry, we feel the raw loneliness but why? Its your choice, so why cry no matter how hard it is? I don't understand, I really don't and it sucks to not understand when you are going through it. Some choices are similar to life or death; so how do you know what to choose.

I'm going crazy.

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Well, the past couple of days haven't been all that interesting, sadly. However it did start to get hot here in California, that's bad news for me. I hate hot weather but not much I can do there. Its part of the seasons so yeah!

I'm almost done with CNA school! I'm so nervous for my test on the 14th of April. I feel like I'm going to pass, but that doesn't make the nerves disappear. There are still the what if's and having people watch your every move is a intimidating, specially people who decide if you pass and get your license. 

More to come soon. Until then happy wishes to you all. 

Sunday & Monday

Once again I'm late on my blogs.

Sunday morning was pretty boring, nothing interesting or out of the ordinary happened. I just caught up some more on laundry; I was really really behind. I know sounds disgusting, but I just hadn't had the time to do it. I'm all done now though, well with the exception of my white scrubs. Those are always getting dirty! White does not love me. Sunday evening however was very fun! I went to watch Limitless with my cousins, Nini and Noelito. Those aren't there real names that's just what I call them. 

SPOILERS [DO NOT READ THIS IF YOU HAVEN'T WATCHED LIMITLESS]

Let me just say that Bradly Cooper was so good looking in the movie. Also he was a total bad ass and made Robert DiNero look like a bitch in the end. I really recommend Limitless, its different but really really good. Though I could have done without the drinking blood, disgusting as hell. Not to mention it made it real clear how bad his problem was. 

After the movies we walked around the mall trying, but failing to find Noelito some clothes. This economy is really bad right now, everything is really expensive. Well, certain stores are. After failing to find some clothes we went and had some Italian food that was really really good.

                                                               

Monday was pretty boring, well kind of. Went to school and then to the movies with my boyfriend. We went to watch Sucker Punch and let me just say it was a let down. The movie was alright, but not what I expected at all, it was a major let down.

Quick Catch Up.

 So I've been very lazy these past few days, so lazy I haven't blogged the events of the past two days. To sum it up in a few short words: I lost my job, I'm all caught up with laundry and I have nothing to do until Monday. Back to clinical! Sadly its my last week, I really love those elders, but everything comes to an end, or so I've been told.

I sadly don't have much to say about the past two days; so I'll just post up pictures that have caught my attention up until this morning.


                                                  Images from weheartit.

Events of the day.

Now the events of today were the farthest from interesting, which is normal in my life. Like every other day I woke up 5 am sharp and got ready for school. Did I mention I'm in school to get my CNA license? Yes, I work with elders and let me tell you its really cool. Though it may not sound it. The patients we are working with are so very nice, though they do not get the attention they deserve but I shall drop it at that because I can't really talk about any of it. I will say this though, people shouldn't join my line of work if they can't truly care for others.

The rest of the day was uneventful. I really do need to learn how to manage my money though, I barely scrape by. I'm really hoping after I pass my test on the 14th that I get a better paying job. The one I currently have just helps pay the bills sadly.

The highly of my day was the Sushi I had with my fellow classmate. Let me just say that I love California Rolls!

Now the day is not over, but lets be honest its so late that I don't think anything interesting will happen.

I am so dreading tomorrow. Most people can't wait until Friday, I hate Fridays, but only because I work Friday through Monday. I don't get to enjoy my weekend, I work evening shift so yeah, nothing to do when I get out. Lets hope tomorrow is a good day though, I do miss my residents.

NEW EVENTS HAVE OCCURRED, SO INTERESTING THAT I HAVE TO BLOG IT!

Skipping the minor details; I went to In and Out (burger join in CA) and as I am waiting in the drive through I call my NBGR! Skip the whole the drive thru conversation! He tells me about his friend, and how she tried to set him up on a blind date! Keep in mind he isn't the type to go on blind dates, but agrees to anyway.

As the story progresses I find out the girl whom he was suppose to go on a date with works at Hooters, that made me laugh a little but yeah. Anyway the whole night him and his friends are chilling and she keeps taping him on the shoulder making conversation; SHE WASN'T WORKING ON THAT STATION!

Moving on, as the story continues he tells me they began to text and she tells him she has a boyfriend. [I'm thinking WTF?! o.O]  But she keeps repeating stuff like how they have a connection and such. Alrighty then, crazy is what I'm thinking at this point. Well here's the funny part, she calls him telling him they can't be friends and that it was a mistake giving him her number. Her skinny ass bf whom is probably 100 pounds, threatens my NBGR, saying he will shoot him or whatever. 100lbs vs 190lbs really dude? Does your brain work? I think not. At this point I'm just laughing my ass off. That dude was just something else.

What is up with girls doing that shit though? Like really.

Things that crossed my mind today.